What to do
Why does she hate whatever I do so much. It’s my life yet she still holds onto it as if it’s hers. I wanna try something new and see if I like it. It’s my life. It’s my life yet she doesn’t let me do what I want to do. I understand being uncomfortable or not liking the idea. But such a reaction really isn’t needed.
I don’t understand why she acts like this. I wanna live my life on my terms. The continuous emotional abuse of trying to make me feel bad for everything that’s done for me. I never asked to be here. I never wanted to be born and have to live life. Yet here I am. And if I do something that doesn’t fit your narrative of what you want your daughter to be like, it’s me who is the villain and not you for thinking like so.
My whole week is ruined. You make me want to stop doing what ever I like and just listen to you to keep the peace. Let me do what I want. You shouldn’t even be letting me. You shouldn’t have a say. It’s my life yet you act like it’s all yours.
I’ve been over it for so long yet I don’t know what to do to stop it. Your son literally deals drugs and brings them home. Why do you keep acting like what I do is so bad while your son is a literal drugs dealer. I know it’s not comparable, but do you? You act like I’m dealing drugs and ruining my life like you say he is.
Why do I feel so bad while this has happened so often. I should feel used to it by now. Why am I not used to it. How do you manage to make me feel bad while I’m a thousand kilometers away.
I know I feel bad because I care. But it seems like you make me feel bad because you don’t care. I wish you didn’t care about what I do and only cared about whether I’m happy doing what I’m doing. But it is the exact opposite. I don’t know what to do.